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profile Valerie, 16 24 June 92' Cancer tagboard archives affiliates Friendster credits you can remove this if you don't have a conscience. i assure you i will not hunt you down. skin by: Jane |
Monday, August 11, 2008 @ 5:05 AM
Results. My O levels' chinese results will be out tomorrow. For the past few days, i've been thinking and looking forward to tomorrow (even when i'm about to sleep). All the time, my mind was just "A1, A1, A1!!"-ing. That A1 is of utmost importance to me! Everytime i tell someone about how nervous i'm feeling on collecting my results, the person will just go," aiya, chinese only mah, still can retake, scared what?". I have to admit, that is soo true, but i don't want to retake. I don't really want to touch chinese, what more to spend more time on it. Crap! From the night before, i've been thinking of 2 scenarios. A1 and no A1. A1: If i ever clinched that A1, i'll just jump with joy and announce to the world that "VALERIE GOT A1 FOR CHINESE! ONE OF THE MOST DIFFICULT SUBJECTS!". No A1: I don't know. But devastation wouldn't be a big enough word to describe how i will feel without that A1 because i thought i worked very hard for chinese. HOW?! I really need that A1. :'( Funny thing. I've been asking my chinese teacher to pray for me to get A1 for chinese each time i see her. Time after time, she'll be like "you can definitely make it". But each time i'll feel so doubtful about what she said. Is she just trying to make me happy or can i really really make it for that A1. AHHH. Who knows the school might just say, "sorry. results not released today. Please wait for another week". Haha. I'll be crushed. So, just pray for me ahhhh! #A1, A1, A1, A1, A1 ! |